The Velocity of My Heartbeat!

SHE passed a perfect semi-circular smile and my heart ran away.

Listening to the gamut, drizzling drops on my head, walking down in the rain through the narrow lanes…I was stuck!

I turned my gaze to see someone who happened to just passed by my side during that ‘un-senseless’ un-tropical Vanessa of contemplation of my state of mind. The sensational articulation of my ingenuity and rationality at the same time introduced me with a newly born overt admirer of prodigy (Surprisingly who happened to be me, realized later). The Trance I was in abruptly vanished in heaven and in no time I figured out that I was alone!

(Had I said that word???)

 A L O N E???

Indeed I was alone. Something got ran away to a hypnotist’s magnetism, and I was left ALONE. I received a silent soliloquy speculation from the fascinating viewer beckoning on me.

Before I could figure out any change after a loss, she passed a smile. My Heartbeat followed the bullet for a while. For the moment I was numb, completely unconscious of my state of thought. My bullet-ridden mind found itself unable to recall what had happened a moment ago.

I looked into her eyes, the azure is feeling low. She raised the curls behind the ears and blushed, continuously decorating her face with that perfect breath pausing plethora of her smile. A train of pseudo-positive thoughts drenched my anti-conscious brain filled with multiple personalities of Me’s. Maybe the doors were open up for me or it was an illusion of fate. Or she wants me to accompany her, or I made her feel better, or…I am a stupid. Whatever it may be, one thing is clear, I was now completely a captive of hers. Fighting over a train of a million thoughts, something bizarre struck.

My Heart was now a lunatic, it was pumping up with an abnormal velocity, my senses came to confiscate, and the stomach was feeling heavy on the arrival of butterflies. I couldn’t recall or remembered the last time I felt the same, but I was pretty sure it was a feeling that I can’t take it, even I couldn’t bear it on my heart (Yeah you’ve read it right, I am feeling from my heart). The crazy mind stopped to respond to the stimulus and my transfixed gaze was unable to see anything but that GIRL.

My greedy hand reached the back pocket of my tank to reach a rose (I remembered it was a mother’s day and that rose was for my mother).

In the next 30 seconds:

I approached to the silent Cherub. She was still meditating the same posture; the best one of her personality. She also had her stare fixed on my approaching figure towards her. Before she could prognosticate what was going to happen in the next 30 seconds I released my hand from the back and forwarded her the rose.

‘A rose for a lady who took my heart away-‘before I could complete, she laughed and said ‘For me???’

I frowned ‘Yeah it is.’

Those 30 sec, how they passed even I couldn’t explain in words. (Let them be a secret for anonymity).

‘O so sweet of you.’ She blushed, smiled and again blushed and smiled…

She took the flower and passed with a last word ‘Love you! Take care’ again blushing…

Now:

I am missing the angel. I don’t even know her name; the only thing I recalled is her innocent face and that blush with a smile.

But the last words she spoke are still making me confuse. Really some girls are an ENIGMA and she was the most difficult one.

Room for Romance #3

P.S.: Some events are actually inevitable, this event changed the way I looked the world and I became a different guy. My thinking, ideas indubitably transformed to a newer shape like never before, my way of experiencing the worldly surroundings became a bliss to me.

Why Do I Love You?

Why do I love you if you don't care for me?
Why do I cry for you if you're not here to wipe out my tears?
Why do I miss you if you're never mine?
 But still I love you and I will always till my Life...


 Her face was drooped in silence and tears were shedding from her eyes. Maybe she had a breakup or her lover left her.


 

He was staring at her continuously but she didn’t give a single look at his profile. She was in grief, tears said that all. His mind was unable to judge her depth of pain, but he can well understand her feelings. The pearls of her tears were making him unable to digest the fact that she was in grief.

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Well, he approached a florist and ordered a pink rose for the lady in blue and left the place.

He left a pink chit for her-

Forget the pains as there is a large cloud of happiness is waiting ahead to rain over you.

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Maybe she’d have felt happier on reading that and her lost smile found its place back on her face. Maybe she’d have a positive thought about someone who cared for her. And Maybe…..

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P.S.: This tale is a true incident as narrated by my friend when once he was in a restaurant. The lines at the starting of the post are the creation of mine on hearing such a description of heart moving incident.

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Wake Up Now

This post is dedicated to all my college friends and to my readers of course.

I aspire to dream and touch the sky

“Hey You Became Entrepreneur.” It was not an ordinary call... 


A Heavy Schedule:

Last night I was drowned in my book struggling to find any conscious sense to understand the logic behind the purpose of studying that absurd subject, I was not sure whether I’ll manage to score minimum as much even to stand among the stack of passed ones in the term paper tomorrow. I was equally frustrated on studying a bunch of subjects including Quant, Apti, Reasoning, Verbals, Technical blah blah etc…etc… 
It is my final year and I don’t know where I want to go, which company? Am I interested in job or do need to go for my postgraduate? My mind was swamping in its own thoughts completely unaware of the fact that in the coming next semester my fate will be sealed. 
On April ’11 my degree will be over and what I’ll do after that. Do I manage to get a single job in the market? Am I a deserving candidate among the mass? What if I don’t get a job?

For all these questions I’ve created a ready made answer from my intuitive mind “I’ll manage when time comes”

               Suddenly my cell came buzzing chiseling my thighs and destroying my attention which was lost in book.  


“Thank god, phone saved me” I said like I was released from trap of study. 
It was from an old friend.

“Hullo...How are you my friend” I stated with a pause. And the next 1 hour passed with the phone companion.

Quickly I got an attraction by my bed waiting eagerly for me.

It is now 11.30, time for a nap, and this is how I ended my heavy study night.

This is daily routine of my study. As soon as I pick a book for perusing, the same time my cell phone buzzed, and how my study time vanishes in chatting and talking even I don’t know. 

An Inspiration:
 

This time it was not an ordinary call, it was call that changed my mind. It was a call as a messenger to me to wake up and inspire.

And old friend of mine, a classmate, what we say my chaddi yaar, my neighbor had a startup. He managed investors and got a marvelous attention by venture capitalists. He’ll be opening his own firm in the next 3 months.
The only words I could utter from my already open mouth during an entire conversation are “I can’t believe it!” 

I was speechless on the occasion. A final year engineering guy going to become a CEO of a company?

That night sleep was off from my eyes. Whole night I was thinking of his maneuver and effort. It was 3.30a.m. 
I jumped from bed, logged on my laptop, and started scribbling for my batch mates (even for me). A Blog Post!

An IDEA:

   

Many of us dream to be successful in life, but none of us decide the strategy to excel the tactics. Desires and Aspirations, everyone has, but do we deserve them?Answer lies within us. To be true, what we deserve is fully dependent on our maneuver. To acer those, one needs only one thing; a small word that we already know, DEDICATION, not of anything but of mind, body and soul, the perfect nutrition for success.

A very few of us know about Mr. Mahesh Murthy, Founder and CEO, Pinstorm, a third semester Engineering dropout from Chennai, vaccum cleaner salesman to a successful entrepreneur, the designer of Yahoo’s first GUI and Amazon.com’s strategy and launch Paul Allen’s net properties. In his own words “I was brought up to believe that there’s a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow – that you put your head down and work hard during the journey and then finally at the end there is comfort and wealth. I disagree with all that now. I don’t believe there’s a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow. Even if you die with Rs. 1,000 crores to your name, you don’t take the money with you. So at the end you have absolutely the same you started with – zero. Hence I now believe that the pot of gold is not the end of the rainbow – but that the pot of gold is the rainbow itself. All that we have is the journey. There is nothing else.”

The gist is that, enjoy your work and take a first step towards your dream and the entire journey will be ecstasy. Everyone of us remembered the movie 3-idiots , the way Mr. Viru Sahastrabudhe quoted “Life is a race, if you won’t compete, someone will crush you and lead.” The same is life, if you won’t listen to your soul, then, it will be crucifixion of your very dream, the pain of lifetime, and remember, once they broke they can never be same again; a small investment once and joy for a lifetime. I also liked one line from the same movie “Jab tu budha hoga kahin kisi hospital me marne ka intezar kar raha hoga tab tu sochega letter hath me tha, gadi bahar thi, thodi aur himmat kar leta to life kuch aur hi hoti.” The same situation is ready for us. Think of it.

90% of us joined Engineering only because we want money, possession and honor, remaining 10% know what they want to achieve and they had a fully fledged strategy to affix their goal on the wall, thirsty they hit their goal and the cakes were theirs’. They keep their cards safe until the time to show the world; A huge blast!

Not to make the conversation desultory, I was talking about the 10% (I am considering myself in this group only). We have hand-made excuses because we know audience is gullible enough to digest them. But do we, once, only once had an insight within our souls that what we want and what we have right now?  Do our maneuvers will suffice the cause? The first goal is to find answer. Second one is to work for our weaknesses. Third is to work for our cause.

It is better to know about ready baked caked than to restart from scratch because we are at an edge of our life, if we decide to go back then surely there will be chances that sooner or later we’ll figure it out, we’re left behind far from our acquaintances with whom we’ve started our voyage. To be true, life is all about failures and success. Like every dark night ends with a beautiful morning same way every failure leads to an unending happiness of success.

I am not saying that you start work to get a job or manage to a good college, what I just wanna say is don’t cheat yourself, have an inside look of your soul truly once, only once.

Sky is yours, nothing is impossible...

You deserve to be on top on this world

I’ll say only one line Dare to Dream! Nothing is impossible.

Now I think the post is getting longer so I am stopping right here with a promise I’ll be back with some interesting post next time. Till then I bed a good luck.

                                    Don’t forget the slogan “Read India Read…”   

You can Win. Remember there's nothing like impossible in this world